Journal & Updates
|Posted on August 27, 2014 at 2:05 AM|
Man when do I ever update my website? Never. XDD
Anyways as the title mentions, I've been getting some weird dreams, and sometimes they're either about the future, or a real-life event from another person's perspective, and well jariohgjrloadyhusfgs WHO THE FUCK KNOWS FOR SURE.
What's even more strange is they all somehow connect to make a potential story, although the "story dream" I get isn't in chronological order.
For instance in one of my dreams I found myself walking through a falling city alongside with my friends, that happens to be ghetto and criminals to an extent, but vaguely respectful and kind. In another dream I found myself leading some kind of gang to stop a superior force connected to the government, and fighting armies of clones of some sort.
Another example is how I find myself traveling alone in countless dreams.
Sometimes I like to question myself, "Is that what my future is going to be? Is this what will happen to me if I did this or that? Are the dreams all just nil?"
Honestly there are countless possibilities what people's dreams can mean to them, and it's clearly different for everyone.
Have you ever heard about a fact if you dream about a specific person, it means that person is missing you (or I think it's the other way around? IDK.) Also the faces you see in your dreams aren't random; they are faces of people who you've seen at least once in your lifetime, and it doesn't have to be anyone you remember.
For some reason most of the dreams I remember involves me working with some kind of organization, and being with friends. It also involves me being a spy in some wealthy locations, like a fancy cruise or restaurant. At other times it's about me trying to escape from a particular place that aren't so pleasant. Then there are these three dreams I had about me being in a snowy landscape.
The first snow dream I recall was about me living in a post-apocalyptic world, where the globe was covered in mostly snow. The year was 2040 and I was sheltered in a frozen shipwreck boat (which was surprisingly warm inside.) Food was scarce to the point where I was eating rats, I somewhat looked like a hobo, and had a television that would play shows from the 80s. Just before my first snow dream was another dream where I was on some kind of journey with my friends, and we were all at some kind of big stone balcony. The reason why I mention this is because in the end of my first snow dream, I was on that same balcony but layered with snow. Then a man came to me (I don't remember specifically how he looks,) but as I thought I was about to die, he said something so inspiring and amazing, that it melted away the snow in the scenario, then grass and trees began to bloom again. Only if I remembered... :c
The second snow dream doesn't stand out as much but it's about me struggling to return to my shelter in a 4 ft. layer of snow, while the blizzard covered up most of my view distance, and I was sleepy and tired in unexplainable ways. One thing I was certain about the dream however was that it definitely had a message of some sort. When I shuffled through the internet to see what such scenario could mean, the web says it could mean a struggle of a problem in one's life. If this was true then the reason why I would've gotten this dream was because of how terribly I struggled in School.
The third snow dream is probably the most notable yet. Everytime I see snow, I get this vague feeling like I'm home or something, not just feeling serene. Okay that was just TMI really. Anyways the dream is about me hanging out with my sister and this one girl I know in real life I kinda liked. For some reason we were in Russia. Throughout the dream nothing big happens but the end is where things get surreal and out of place. My sister comes up to me and says the "girl" has something to confess. Then the girl (ie the one I kinda like) swoops me down onto the frozen pond and we started ice-skating/dancing together until I gently fell majestically onto my knees as I also put my hand out, like how a guy would propose towards a girl. After that everything abruptly blacks out then I see two large numbers and two smaller numbers, both in yellow: 1155. There were a bunch of smaller numbers too that were counting down, but sadly I don't remember what they were. Believe it or not I even actually tried to look up that number on google, but other than that, I really don't know what clue I'm supposed to find with that number.
There are plenty of other dreams I want to tell you guys, but it'll have to settle for another time.
Anyways I replaced the video page and the photos page with links to my deviantArt page as well as my Youtube Channel. That way I don't have to upload one image to two websites simultaneously. It'll save a lot of time.